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Name: Janet
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 8/1/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: CARS!, dances, clubs, n wutever dat keeps me entertained n amused
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Expertise: ME! I can honestly say, being wit mahself for such a long time, I know mahself pretty well...I think...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
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Member Since:
7/18/2003
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| it's been 2 weeks since he's gone. i still don't know wut im doing most
of da time. i try ta keep mahself busy but there will always be a time
when im alone n calm, where i cant help but think bout him, realizin
how much ive missed him n everything he does for me. most of all, i
felt i have lost mah other half, another part of me. i cant help but
keep thinkin hes gonna give me call when he gets home like he said.
when i come home, he'll be there waiting for me, tellin me he missed
me, too, even tho it's only been half an hour since we've parted. is
life reallie this cruel? is reality reallie part of life? or
is it an illusion i haven't seen thru yet? i jus hope he can hear me. n
if i do eventually fall asleep, i'll see him in mah dreamz n be able to
have him hold me once again, fill mah mind wit sweet memories once more, tell me he luvs me one more time...
thx to all those who have supported me, stood by me, lend me their
shoulders, n then remind me of how strong i once was. witout u guys, i
wouldnt have known wut ta do. thank you.
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| R.I.P. Yecan Lu "mah babi, i will always luv u forever" 9.16.04 2:00 AM
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| So, yea, it's been a while now. Spring semester ended, summer skools bouta end soon too. Thank god. Yay, mah birthday's coming up. I'm so happy. Now, i can drink legally. It's gonna be nice walkin in da bar n da bartender asks for mah ID. I'll be like, Bam! Dat's me. U can't kick me out! Muah ha ha ha. Nwayz, dats it. Dam, mah life is gettin borin. | | |
| Life is full of mysterious suprises.
Then it killed da happiness wit only one word: Sorry. | | |
| I wanna let you know that I'll always love you, baby
Sometimes I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you
I need you
So please don't throw our love away
Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must've been the first kiss
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way to but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things rite
I promise you this though, you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things could b a lil different
So let's just kiss and say good bye
Cause I really can't stand the pain to see you and cry
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me, you don't even notice me
(Forgive me, baby)
All that is mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you wit love and respect in every way
You want it, I gave it, you need me, I was there
Now you treat me like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside
Is this the price I paid for handing you my life
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared
So if you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just remember I loved you it would never be the same
Gave you everything and you through it all away
I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul
My trust, my money, my time
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times were hard, I'll held out my arms and held you
Even accepted you through whatever weather
But now I feel it, we at the end of the road
Whatever we had, now, I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish rain drops would fall to cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone that couldn't love me back
And now again, I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything | | |
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